gofightswim:

nobody.. 

what an unfulfilling live i’ve been living in

whenever i’m about to be perfectly content with where i live and the situation i am in something changes

and shifts and gets me back out of balance

we might switch churches this year… to a bigger english church

…i like this church =(

idk why id id that two nights ago but i did

message today was about fears and that we should announce them unto the lord so he would then take care of them and we would become closer to him

so what am i scared of?

why do i have anew form of coping?

im scared of dissapointing people

im scared that i’l never become anything of importance

im scared that i won’t get into college

im scared that i won’t truly understand god

im scared that i’m going to be left alone 

im scared that im going to be abandoned

im scared that nobody cares about me

im scared of loosing people i care about

but can’t there be a time when people are there for me?

and they ask me If I’m okay for once?

I friggin want to get help

I’m just not going to go ask around to get it

shit like this just ends up ruining people’s days

I can’t go around asking advice to random people

I DON”T EVEN KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE

I’m so lost :(

just as a form of rebellion

just pull it out and against my skin

ugh i want to

but i’m not strong enough

WHY AM I SO STRONG >.<

i want to curl up in a ball right now

so tired

of everything

school, family, eating, school, hw, swim…

what would happen if i were to quit everything right now?

lol jk

but yeah

ughh

-stress-

friends

a part of me wants to just walk away from her life, but i know that i wouldn’t be able to do that, even if i arenn’t the only one she talks to

i’m tired of always having to start the conversations

for everyong online

EVERYONE.

and he just doesn’t go on the comp anymore

and i always feel like i’m bugging her,

lakdfja;lsdfkja;lsdfkja;sldkfj

i’m just tired.

swimthefly:

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iswem:

how cutee xD

swimthefly:

Splash had the pleasure of speaking with Duane Sorensen, the head coach of Iowa State University Women’s Swimming and Diving Team. Sorenson gave us his recipe for success for swimming the 100-yard breast stroke.

Race Strategy:
Coach Sorensen says his strategy for this race is fairly…

“Too many people grow up. That’s the real trouble with the world, too many people grow up. They forget. They don’t remember what it’s like to be 12 years old. They patronize, they treat children as inferiors. Well I won’t do that.”

 - Walt Disney

^^^maybe the best quote i have ever heard